Some days are more difficult than others. Its not a coincidence that my evenflo is directily related to my even flow. Sitting at work with Animal Planet airing animal resues made me teary. Changed it to CMT only to start watching Extreme Home Makeover which always makes me cry. Then I start to think about the notice to vacate I just recieved yesterday from my apartment...again...and I want to cry...again. Hearing about my friend's personal experience of a man falling from the upper deck at Ranger stadium and how her 9 y/o daughter is in such shock she took the day off yesterday...This world is unpredictable. There is no way you can wake up in the morning and know what is in store for you. Two weeks ago I went to work like I normally do and came home with a new dog! (that being a positive unexpected event)
Instead of having a fear of impending doom, I try to look at my every day life in such a way that welcomes the unexpected. What's going to happen next? Of course "everyone" says you gotta take the good with the bad but i truly believe that your energy really dictates the majority of what gravitates toward you. I don't expect good things to happen...I know they will.
Money doesn't just appear out of thin air but I KNOW that I am bartending this weekend and money will be in my possession soon. Patience is a skill...practice makes perfect! Worrying and stressing out about things out of my immediate control is a waste of time. So I put a smile on my face now...knowing my dogs will eat tonight, knowing I will eat tonight, knowing there are so many good people in my life that love me.....all is well :)
as always,
absorbing life
Instead of having a fear of impending doom, I try to look at my every day life in such a way that welcomes the unexpected. What's going to happen next? Of course "everyone" says you gotta take the good with the bad but i truly believe that your energy really dictates the majority of what gravitates toward you. I don't expect good things to happen...I know they will.
Money doesn't just appear out of thin air but I KNOW that I am bartending this weekend and money will be in my possession soon. Patience is a skill...practice makes perfect! Worrying and stressing out about things out of my immediate control is a waste of time. So I put a smile on my face now...knowing my dogs will eat tonight, knowing I will eat tonight, knowing there are so many good people in my life that love me.....all is well :)
as always,
absorbing life
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